LG when you have GodI spent a lot of today thinking about this blog and what I've been doing with it. Conclusion? I've been doing nothing but complain about how my life sucksz like hell. And well, that clearly shouldn't have been the case at all. For the past few days, I've been thinking about the state of my spiritual life. Stagnated. I feel stagnated. I need to rediscover God's purpose for me (in RJ and in life). I need direction. So I decided that I'm going to do something about it. Namely, The Purpose Driven Life book that is still incomplete from the last time. I'm going to start from day one and I will make sure I finish it this time. Because this time, I'm more determined and more motivated. I'm not going to waste the second half of 2009. No way. And well, I'm going to post up my daily learnings whenever I can. I think it's better than posting up stupid paragraphs on how RJ sucks or me being emobeemo. People are going to judge you by what you write whether you know it or not. It's time to start obeying and behaving myself. Anyway, on to other matters, today I tell you, I feel so encouraged. I got a text about my religion from my classmate. I'm not going to put it up here because it's private and well, personal life stays personal and away from the world wide web. But, I tell you, I really feel so encouraged by his text. To have a non-christian encourage you on your christian walk shows just how much God can use your life as a living testimony even if you've been screwing up your life for 90% of the time. He turns all bad things to good. You know, God is really really good. He has placed people around me to encourage me when I've made up my decision about things. He sends people to affirm me, to show that you know, he has got my back in whatever i'm going to go through. I'm really thankful I have such an amazing God. |